Monday, June 28, 2010

Reads

I completely fell off the wagon with reading from the list of top 100 novels because as the school year came to a close, I needed to return the piles of books that I had borrowed from the library. I started so strong often reading 2-3 novels a day, but towards the end I started a few that I never even finished (gasp!). I didn't make it through the Borrowers or Ramona and Her Father. It wasn't at all that I didn't like these books, I just couldn't get through them in time and decided to take a break from the list. When I get access to the library again in August I will start up again, but for the time being I am enjoying some big girl books.

I read House Rules by Jodi Piccoult and I loved it. The story is told from the perspectives of many characters, but the main character is an 18 year old boy with Asperger's who is obsessed with forensic science. His fascination and detailed knowledge about crime scenes leads to him being arrested for the murder of his tutor who is found dead in her home. I really like how autism/Asperger's is explored in the book and thought that for the most part the depiction of the autistic character was very well done.

I also started reading The Essential Guide to Selecting and Using Core Reading Programs and I LOVE it. I am only two chapters in, but there is so much fantastic information that is absolutely perfect for the research direction I want to take with my dissertation. I feel like I am getting a really solid background on core reading programs which will ultimately help me be a more effective reading teacher when I use the program adopted by my district in the future.

Tomorrow afternoon we are leaving California and heading to Connecticut to spend some time with my family. I am SO excited to see my parents and my brother and his family! I am also excited to catch up with US Weekly (my mom always saves the recent ones for me when I come home). I am interested to read the recent articles about the breakup between Vienna and Jake....

One of my favorite things about summer is how much time I have to read.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Birthday!

Today is my birthday!!!! I had a fabulous day hanging out with Mr. Sneaker and his parents in California. The birthday goodness began on our flight from Frankfurt to San Francisco on Thursday when I found out Mr. Sneaker had upgraded us to business class. It was an 11 hour flight so having extra leg room, seats that recline completely, personal televisions on which we could choose what movies and shows to watch, and lots of snacks made it SO much fun. Normally I like to take a nice little ambien so that I sleep for most of the long flight, but this time I skipped out on the sleeping beauty pills so I could enjoy the pampered flight.

Since there is a 9 hour time difference between Germany and California, we have been waking up pretty early, so my birthday began today around 4:30 am. After breakfast and coffee prepared by hubs, I headed out for a pedicure and some shopping with my mama in law. My piggies were in desperate need of some love and it was so nice to get a mani/pedi.

 birthday balloons from my in-laws

pretty toes and new shoes!

birthday pose
and
some more birthday purchases

We just returned from an amazing sushi dinner followed by espresso cheesecake and I am just blissfully happy to be in the US and celebrating my birthday with family. I received lots of birthday wishes on facebook throughout the day and I am having a wonderful time!!

Friday, June 25, 2010

the trouble with flowers

I found out today that somehow through purchasing flowers online from 1-800 flowers,  I became enrolled in some program through a company called TGL Live Well which proceeded to withdrawal 38.99 from my checking account twice! I called my bank and they were happy to remove one of the charges and they instructed me to call this TGL Live Well company in order to cancel my account and have the other charge credited as well.

When I first saw this company name along with a deduction from my account, I searched the name online and it was linked to many forums where other people complained of the same problem that I encountered--charges being made that they had not agreed to.

It seems as though this company is somehow linked to online purchases (1-800-flowers seemed to be a repeat offender). I was told, when I called them that I had to click on something to enroll and there was some type of 15 dollar rebate offer, however I do not recall signing up for something like this and I suspect that purchasing the flowers somehow sneakily correlated with this enrollment in a membership with the other company without my realization. Now granted, I may not always read every single word when making a purchase online, but obviously this is a scam and many people are losing money because of it.

I wanted to post about it as a warning so that other online shoppers are careful when making online purchases, especially with 1-800 flowers. I will never again buy something from that company and I am really disappointed that they are linked to this scam. It definitely makes me think twice about making online purchases and makes me feel violated. Perhaps it was my fault, yet it obvious that the information is not clear and the way that someone becomes enrolled in their membership is often not recognized by the customer. The woman who I spoke with at my bank said that people call all the time with complaints about these charges, so it is either intentionally a scam or I am at least not alone in making the mistake of clicking something that was not clearly going to continue to take money from my account. The woman from TGL said that I should have received an email with further information about how to get my 15 rebate, which I never did, therefore I didn't get the information that supposedly informed me that I would continually be charged unless I canceled my "membership."

Thankfully, both the bank and this thieving company were very kind and I was able to get all of my money credited back. Whew! In the past I have approached situations like these very angrily, yet I have learned (from Mr. Sneaker) that even if I feel wronged and upset, it is really important to approach the person on the phone with kindness because it's not their fault and they are more likely to help someone who is being nice. After explaining my frustration in a nice way, I was able to get what I wanted!

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Guest Post (while I am getting myself to the USA!)

How Does Technology Enhance Learning?

Although their meanings are similar and both words used interchangeably, there is a considerable difference between “learning” and “studying”. While the former is associated with the accumulation of knowledge, the latter is more an exam-oriented exercise. And for an education to be really worthwhile, it is important that more focus is placed on learning than on studying and rote memorization. Children should be taught how to learn at an early age rather than being told what to study; they must know how to go about accumulating knowledge and augmenting what they already know instead of just reading from textbooks and spitting out what they know during exams. And to this extent, technology is a great enhancer of true learning.

Gone are the days when our sources of knowledge were limited to books and libraries; gone are the days when we had to rely on qualified teachers to explain the basics of any subject to us; and gone are the days when knowledge was an expensive and almost inaccessible acquisition. Today, thanks to technology, it is convenient and easy to learn from the comfort of your home, office or wherever you are. All you need are the right gadgets and more importantly, the will to learn.

An Internet connection, a computer, and access to the right resources can help you earn a valuable degree that will create opportunities for you in the job world and help you climb up the professional ladder; if you own a smartphone, you can download apps that are developed to promote and support learning; if you have the money to buy an eReader, you can learn on the go without having to lug around huge textbooks – the possibilities are endless today because of technology. You don’t have to travel or visit other cultures to learn about them; you don’t have to physically be in a classroom or with a qualified instructor in order to learn from them; and you don’t have to spend as much you did before, either on technology or on learning. Online education has come a long way in being an acceptable and even preferable substitute for traditional degrees for both working professionals and new graduates.

The only drawback or hindrance to learning with technology is that unless both the spirit and the flesh and willing and ready to stay committed to the cause, the whole exercise is a waste of time and money. Just as technology offers hundreds of benefits, so too does it seek to distract and deceive you with its seamier side. You may start out with good intentions, but once you get sidetracked, it’s hard to get back on course unless your determination is strong enough. So remember, if you want to make the maximum use of technology in your quest for knowledge and learning, shore yourself up with lots of willpower, self-control and the determination to reach your goal, no matter what.

This guest post is contributed by Anna Miller, who writes on the topic of online degree. She welcomes your comments at her email id: anna.miller009@gmail.com

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Core Reading Webinar


A few weeks ago, I participated in a webinar that I thought was really interesting based on this book about using core reading programs. We were able to view a power point presentation and listen to the voice of the presenter as he talked about his research on the effectiveness of core reading programs and how they should be implemented for the best results.

I received an email the other day that the presentation was available for download and I wanted to share it because I thought that it contained some good information.

You can download the presentation materials here (right side underneath photo of book cover) or you can view it through my scribd account.

Core Reading Webinar

I also wanted to point out these articles relating to fidelity:

  •  McGill-Franzen et al. (2006)
  • Dewitz, Jones, and Leahy (2009)
  • Brenner and Heibert (2010)
  • Piasta, Connor et al. (2009)
At some point I want to look these up because I am really interested in the research behind implementing with fidelity since often districts insist it should be done....


Also, I really liked the 10 points about using core programs well:
  1. Create a literate environment
  2. Read extensively outside the basal (yes!!)
  3. Differentiate instruction
  4. Modify the scope and sequence as needed
  5. Use children's literature for read alouds (wahoo!!)
  6. Develop more prior knowledge than the program suggests (especially for students from diverse cultural and linguistic backgrounds with value placed on hearing their ideas and not looking for prescribed answers from the book!)
  7. Select vocabulary carefully
  8. Be more explicit than the program suggests (includes teaching students the strategies, when to use them, how to use them, and why they are important)
  9. Developing guided reading lessons
  10. Use core assessments selectively (amen!-- it was discussed during the webinar that IRI's are a great source of information about reading skills, therefore it is a good idea to choose assessment materials carefully and based on what truly helps to inform your instruction)

I really recommend that you take a look at this information because it really helped me to gain a better sense of what elements from core reading programs are really important and which ones are better off left out. 

From the other Kindergarten teachers I will be working with next year, I found out that we use Fast Track Phonics more than Treasures which is the program my district has adopted. I am happy about that and I hope to utilize some of the points listed above to create a solid overall program that gets kids excited about learning to read and proficient in their beginning skills.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

The end.

Well once benefit of being a "specialist" is that end of the year cleanup was a breeze compared to packing up my classroom last year when I was preparing to move. It took me weeks to get everything organized and packed into boxes. It took several car trips to cart all of my teacher stuff home and once it was home, I proceeded to unpack the boxes and organize them even further in order to prepare them for our storage unit in OR. It took a lot of time to get that classroom emptied out and it was definitely a sad moment to leave the room and close the door for the last time.

Today all I had to do was clean out my desk in the staff lounge since I never had my own classroom/office this year. All of my belongings fit inside one grocery bag. Now, it's completely empty and another school year has come to and end.

As I mentioned in a previous post, I am really bad at goodbyes. I don't like getting to know wonderful people only to leave them. Although I haven't had the perfect year, I have met a lot of really nice people and have learned a great deal from the wonderful teachers whose rooms I have worked in throughout the year. It all seems somewhat anti-climatic because this time, I am actually leaving before the kids. Technically Friday is the last day of school but because we have a wedding to attend in CT, we are taking off a bit early in order to fit in a trip to see the Sneaker-in-laws and my parents too. It was announced in the school newsletter that I won't be returning, but I don't really get the sense that the kids pay too much attention to the fact that I won't be back. Some may not even know (if they don't read the newsletter) and I am way too much of a sap to sit each one down and have a heartfelt goodbye moment. I don't want to draw attention to the fact that I won't be returning because I feel like I need to
"guard and protect my heart" (that might get a chuckle from any Bachelorette fans out there!). The students are the hardest ones to leave!

Last year when I left my school for the last time, I got in the car and cried.

This time, I walked out the doors without the same intensity of emotions. I had a great year and I am so happy to have had this experience, but I feel like I have so much to look forward to that I am focusing on what is ahead rather than what is being left behind. I feel like I am returning home to my teacher peeps that I know and love (even though I will be at a different school) and there are so many wonderful people back in OR that I cannot wait to see!

  I received many nice comments after sending an all staff emailing announcing that Wednesday would be my last day, but truly everyone else is so busy with their own end of the year activities and duties, I feel like my leaving is pretty insignificant in the grand scheme of the last week of school. I did get some wonderful cards from one third grade class which made feel very loved. I took the student I have been working with across the street for a milkshake during his math class and it was fun to just enjoy his quirkiness for a bit. He tried to sneakily hide the card he made for me behind his back the entire way there. He made the card in the shape of a suitcase and it said "An earth sized thank you for helping me in math." Those are the things I treasure!  I was also given Erlangen Monopoly (Erlangen is the city I live in) and a bottle of Prosecco from the director of the school.

I gave my two good friends hugs goodbye and realized I won't see one of them for an entire year!

Change is hard.

At least I can always remember that every end is a new beginning in some way or another....

Happy Summer!
this song is always blasting from my car as I pull out of the parking lot, but this time I was just walking away...

facebook friendships


I received an email today from facebook saying that a former student of mine is requesting to be my friend. She sent me a little note saying, "I don't know if you remember me but I was in your first grade class in 2006-2007." Of course I remember her! She just finished up fourth grade and although I think she is an adorable, very sweet and thoughtful girl....I kind of draw the line at being "friends" with students on facebook. Sometimes I even draw the line at being "friends" with parents whose kids were previously in my class. I often feel conflicted about how much information I truly want to put out there on the internet for people to see. I have my facebook account so locked down in order to prevent people who are not my friends from viewing any of my information or photos because I am not comfortable with random people seeing my pictures or even knowing what country/city I live in.

I am friends with many colleagues, past and present, but students are a whole different story. First of all, I don't think a 4th grader should have a facebook account to start with. Bottom line. I think facebook is for grownups and teens--not children. Even if the activity is closely monitored by parents, I really do not see the need. Second, I really don't want students being able to view photos of my vacations, my home, friends, and my family. I don't want to remain all mysterious and unknown, yet at the same time, there are limits on what I am willing to share. I wonder if this little girl's parent was present when she requested to be my friend. I wonder if her parent encouraged her to reach out and get in touch with me. I feel badly not responding. I want to write her a note and tell her how nice it was of her to think of me and that I will be coming back to OR to teach at a new school. I don't, however, feel that facebook is the right medium to do that in this case.

Writing a letter to a teacher. Great.

Emailing a teacher. Awesome.

Requesting to be friends with said teacher on facebook and gaining access to lots of personal photos and information. Not so much.

I honestly think it's inappropriate.

What bugs me a bit is that another teacher is friends with her and that is probably how she found me in the first place. I absolutely do not want her to think I don't care, yet I will not click accept. I guess I have different views on the matter, but I don't want that to send an unkind message to this child who obviously cares about keeping in touch with me.

Being a teacher is a tough job because it is one of the professions which results in being held to a different standards in one's private life (or at least I feel pressure to hold myself to a higher standard because I want my students to always view me in a certain way which does not include the familiarity of seeing me hanging out with friends or being silly in casual settings). I feel the need to be a role model 24/7 even when out in the "real world" doing regular people things. When I lived in OR I liked living a bit farther from my school because that meant I could go to the grocery store on Saturday morning in sweats and no makeup because I was not worried I would see families from school. I think I have a hang up about interacting and getting too familiar with families because I do wish to keep certain parts of my life private. I know that they know teachers are real people too with lives outside of school, yet my preference is to keep a certain separation between work and play. I don't have anything to hide, yet I am cautious.

Have you ever had a student request to be your friend on facebook? What did you do?
What do you think is an appropriate age for students to get a facebook account?


P.S. I received the guest post article that I agreed to post. It is on technology and teaching and is more directed towards obtaining online degrees than using technology in the classroom, however there is a great link to the concept of learning versus studying and I hope you enjoy reading it. It is very well written and I love the way it starts out, however it does go in a direction that I would not have necessarily taken that pertains more to the author's line of work. I think it's a fun idea to incorporate someone else's views, yet I think I have ultimately decided that I prefer to do the writing on my blog. I will post the article sometime this week and I am definitely interested in your feedback. The author links to her website which relates to online education and for anyone who is thinking about utilizing online education in order to obtain an advanced degree, perhaps you will be able to find her site resourceful. Stay tuned for that post....maybe on Friday....

Monday, June 21, 2010

Things that make you go hmmm....

This year I have tried really hard to keep in touch with my friends/colleagues from my former school in Oregon. I LOVED the staff I worked with and my team and it's really important to me that we stay in touch even though I am now living far away. I recently emailed my first grade team to ask if we could get together for lunch when I return in August.

One of the teachers replied to me yesterday and shared with me that at a retirement party for a friend of hers who works in the same district, she met some of the teachers that work at the school I will be working at next school year. She said some of those teachers shared with her that there is a 2nd grade teacher who really wants to teach Kindergarten and she is hoping I will be willing to swap with her.

Whoa.

It seems as though this is something that the teacher wants, yet not something that has been shared with the principal and not necessarily something the principal will allow. I am not quite sure if/at what point this will be brought up to me, but if I were going to be offered a switch, I would prefer to discuss it now rather than two weeks prior to the start of school. I kind of have the feeling that the principal would not be okay with it, but really I have no idea. I am definitely intrigued though because I know I would LOVE teaching second grade. I always really enjoyed the end of the first grade year because my little kiddos would become so much more capable. They read more, wrote more, and were just more mature overall. Although I have definitely gotten psyched to teach Kinder, I do think second grade would be just as great (and a little bit more in my comfort zone since I have spent so much time with third graders this year).

After mentioning this new knowledge to my mom and a few friends, I have decided that I am not going to say anything to the principal and just see if anything comes of it. Although it would be tough to begin in service and then all of a sudden have to focus on a new grade, I do feel as though I have been placed in Kinder so it is my choice if I want to move or not. If the offer is made and I decide that I have focused too much time and energy on Kinder over the summer, then I can always say no. I don't want to start off on the wrong foot with any staff members, yet I feel like it is worse to start off on the wrong foot with the principal. Obviously, teachers don't get to just decide to swap and this "offer" would need to come from her. I think it would not be cool to ask her about it considering it was second hand information and I don't think the teacher(s) have shared this desire with her. If I am asked to switch and it feels right, then maybe that is what is meant to be. I don't want to start the year by throwing someone under the bus for discussing this since I wasn't even there to hear it myself!

In any event, I am just anxious and excited to have a job and have a more active teaching role next year.  Whether I am with Kindergartners or second graders, I am gearing up for a great year.

Just for fun....which grade level do you think I would like better: Kindergarten or second grade? I love how they are both grades either right before or right after the grade I taught for 3 years, so either one would be a good transition.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Technology in the classroom is fun!

Friends

Last night my friends and I went out to dinner to celebrate my birthday. It's not actually until next Saturday, but on Thursday Mr. Sneaker and I are heading to Cali to visit his parents, then to CT to visit my family and attend a wedding, then I get to see my BFF in Virginia before returning to Germany, so I won't be here to celebrate on the 26th.

We started the evening at my place to watch the most recent episode of the Bachelorette. We made predictions about who will be the final two and we are pretty sure that Roberto is going to leave (somehow baseball related) and that Chris L and Frank will be the final two at the end. I really like Kirk, but from the preview it seems like he shares something from his past with Ali that she is not to thrilled about and I see him going until close to the end, but I don't think he will be one of the final two. Ty is the only other guy that I like and I think the rest will be eliminated sooner rather than later. The whole Kasey tattoo thing is crazy and I think he won't last much longer. We will be able to watch one more episode together before we all disperse for our summer plans....tear!

When the girls came over I was given these

 and these
(the kind with the ice cream cone on it is to DIE for!!!)

and this 
(raspberry cheesecake with graham cracker crust=AMAZING!)
I also got a book (for airplane reading!) and a giftcerfiticate to Starbucks which I used this afternoon on a grande soy latte! 

I have such sweet and thoughtful friends! 

After our show, we went to Zen for dinner, which is an awesome Thai place in town. We enjoyed some red curry, pad thai, some other chicken dish with veges, spring rolls, and chicken skewers with peanut sauce. 

DELISH!

It took us several tries (using the timer and my gorilla pod) to get this shot, but it is nice to have the picture of the four of us together.

The two lovely ladies on the right both lived at the same hotel as Mr. Sneaker and me when we first moved to Germany. They are both from Canada and work at my school.

The lovely lady on the left is my really great friend Jill who is also from OR and who will be moving back as well this summer. We celebrated her birthday last weekend in Prague.

It was so nice to spend a relaxing celebratory evening with friends and before we knew it, it was almost midnight!

Last year on this date, we flew to Germany for our "look-see" to determine whether or not we would accept the job offer at the global headquarters and move here. It was hard to wrap my mind around the idea of moving to another country and the trip was filled with lots of ups and downs. I remember sitting down on my birthday to write a letter to "Birthday Katie 2010."  I saved it on my computer and next weekend, I will read that letter, which is something I am looking forward to. I remember writing something about how right now (June 26, 2009) it seems so scary to think about the idea of moving, but that a year from now (June 26, 2010), I will probably laugh at how worried I was because I will have friends and a new life in Germany. 

I am happy to say that I was right and I did meet some amazing people that I am very thankful I have had the chance to get to know. I am so happy that I met these wonderful girls because they have made living in Germany a lot of fun and we have shared some great times together. My faux birthday was a blast and I had a wonderful time with the girls. 

Friday, June 18, 2010

New Book

I ordered this book back in October when I was doing a paper on multicultural education and I was really surprised when it arrived today because I had given up on it ever getting here. With my Amazon Prime account, I can get most books the day after I order them. Some books, however are more difficult to get through the amazon.de website and this was one of them. The delivery date kept getting pushed farther and farther back and I actually thought I had canceled the order anticipating that it was a text I would have to wait on until I am back in the U.S.


Now that this book has shown up, I am really excited to read it! I think it relates well to the research I plan to do for my dissertation. I am always looking for ways to be a more effective teacher for students whose backgrounds are different from my own. I am leaning towards researching the effectiveness of core reading programs for students from diverse linguistic and cultural backgrounds and I am going into with the belief that reading instruction needs to be more directly related to the particular students in a classroom, especially when students are learning English and come from cultures other than the mainstream. In my opinion, core programs don't do this since they are scripted, so I am interested in reading up on research that supports different methods for these populations of students.

***

I have been slacking on my reading this week. I was in the middle of The Borrowers, but I honestly was not digging it as much as some of the other books I have read from my list. I put it aside and started Island of the Blue Dolphins, which I have heard great things about. Neither book was bad, but I guess I overloaded the week before and now my brain just can't handle all the reading. The truth is I never just give myself a break, so it's probably time to do just that. I will try to finish those two books before school is out next week since I have to return them to the library. I have a few other teaching books I ordered waiting for me in California, so maybe it's time to switch back to PD books instead of children's novels....

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Letting Go

I have a really hard time with goodbyes.

It was hard to leave my friends and family when I moved to Oregon.

It was hard to leave new friends and colleagues when I moved to Germany.

Now, again, I have to leave.

As the school year comes to a close, I will be seeing lots of students that I have worked with all year for the last time. This is really hard. When you work with kids that have special needs and challenges, whether they struggle academically, socially, physically, or cognitively, it is amazing how strong bonds can become. You put so much of yourself into helping them achieve and fit in and worry so much about how they are doing, it is really hard to let go.

I have been working with one high school student since November and I could cry just thinking about how much progress he has made. When I first met him, he barely talked to me because he was so shy and quiet. Now, because we have spent so much time in class together, he trusts me, smiles at me, and even kids around with me. He has a lot of room for growth in many areas, yet I am so proud of the progress he has made.

Last week his math teacher informed the class that they could do a short presentation on a famous mathematician "just for fun." I turned to my student, who has a lot of anxiety in social situations and doesn't exactly have a lot of confidence when interacting with peers, curious what he would think about this kind of presentation. Since he also has some trouble understanding language at times, I wanted to make sure he was clear on what the teacher had said.

Do you understand that you don't have to do this project?

Yes


And do you realize that if you do it, you will have to get up in front of the whole class and talk about your topic for ten minutes?


Yes.


And how do you feel about that?


I think I should give it a go.

Eight words that made my heart soar. This is no longer the same kid I met. Of course he was still nervous about the presentation, yet he still chose to "give it a go." I felt so proud of him!

Yesterday we got to see a few of his classmates present their projects then we worked on his during the last period of the day. I asked him which presentation he liked and he said that he preferred the one that used a power point presentation so that is what he wanted to do. He had selected to report on Stephen Hawking, which I think is filled with all kinds of irony because he also struggled in school when he was younger and he also has challenges with communicating. He was pretty good at putting together his slide show and after finishing up today, he had 9 slides ready to go. When it was time for math class, I realized there was a schedule change and the students who are normally in class with him were not there and other 8th graders were there instead. The kids he is used to taking class with would be joining for the second block.

I realized, either he could present this project in front of kids who he didn't know very well (which I anticipated would be pretty nerve-wracking for him) and have me there.

Or, he could wait and present it for the kids who are normally in his class, but I would not be able to stay because I had to sub for grade 5 math.

I cannot even tell you how pumped up I was to see him get up at the front of the room and present all by himself, but I knew that it wouldn't be fair to have him do it during the first period just so I could be there.I told him that he could make the choice between presenting to the kids he was more familiar with or having me there during his presentation.

He chose to present to the kids he knows better.

I didn't get to see it.

Although I was bummed out, I realized, he was comfortable enough to do this without me. That is the true mark of success in my area. When the student no longer needs you, you have done your job and it's truly cause for celebration even though it's hard to let go. I probably could have asked my HOD to switch places with me for the duration of his presentation so I could watch, but I felt like it was appropriate to let him have his independence.


Today was my last day working with this student because he will on a class trip all next week. Saying goodbye to a high school boy is not like saying goodbye to a room full of first graders with the tight squeezes and exuberant love. I decided that the best way to say goodbye was in a note. I wrote him a letter last night telling him how much I enjoyed working with him this year and how much improvement I have seen. I wished him well for next year. I feel corny having just left this note on the table in a flowery envelope with his name on it, but I have this raw emotion when it comes to my students and I am used to working with little kids who express themselves freely. From working with this student, I know he would not have been comfortable with a hug. Maybe a handshake, but that seems stiff and formal. So, I left a note.

I returned to his math classroom when I was done subbing and asked how his presentation went. He smiled and said it went great. I wish I could have seen it. I wish I could have witnessed it firsthand. I would have loved to be able to sit in the audience just in case he needed an encouraging smile, or some support, or some help getting back on track if he forgot what to say. I would have loved to be there if he needed me.

But he didn't...

He did great.

On his own.

and I guess that means I did good too...

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Math Meltdown


 My two closest friends here in Germany are both third grade teachers. They are in the process of working on the 7 page report cards that need to be completed by Friday afternoon and that is really time consuming (to say the least). Because my schedule as a specialist is getting lighter (due to all of the special activities that take place at the end of the year interrupting regular class schedules that don't require support services), I thought it would be nice to offer to cover their math classes today so they could spend some additional time during the school day working on their reports. I have also been trying to help them correct timed math tests since it takes a lot of time to check the accuracy of 80 problems per kid because I feel bad that they are so stressed and I am straight chilling with my less than full schedule.

I LOVE having the chance to substitute, even if it's just for one period and I love the third grade kiddos, so it doesn't even feel like work to me.

One teacher left a lesson and I worked on teaching the kids about long division with remainders. The other teacher had me administer a math test. I prefer having the chance to actually teach, but if I can be the body in the room so that another teacher can have extra working time, I am definitely game.

I used to be the TA in both of these classrooms at the beginning of the year prior to joining the support services team, so I am familiar with all the kids. I have continued to spend a lot of time in one of these classrooms for my new role but I have not been in the other classroom much since early this year. I know the kids' personalities and quirks and I felt really lucky to have that background knowledge today because in the middle of the test there was a meltdown.

One of the kiddos raised his hand to ask for help because he didn't understand how to "check his work" which was part of the directions (they were supposed to multiply to check the division). I told him that if he wasn't sure he should go onto the next problem, but he quickly became upset and expressed concern over not being able to receive full marks for the part he didn't understand. He is really hard on himself and has a hard time moving forward when he is upset by something. I tried to put all of my freak out prevention skills into effect but crouching down to his level, speaking in a quiet matter of fact voice, and coaching him through the options/choices he could make did not help.

The tears welled up in his eyes.

His mouth quivered.

I continued to speak in a soothing voice trying to relay to him that it was important for him to continue on with the rest of the problems instead of giving up and worrying about this one part.

Well....he lost it.

 He basically crumpled over and let out a wail that caused all of the other kiddos to look up from their concentrated states in shock.

I knew from having worked in this classroom previously that his outbursts really escalate quickly and that he has a lot of trouble calming down, so I told him that he would need to come into the hallway with me. The other kids needed a quiet room and I needed to give him some privacy to talk through the difficulty he was having. He sat down in the hallway outside the door and continued to cry.

I crouched down at his level and told him that I could see he was very frustrated about this. I explained that there were two parts to the question and that he understood one, but was having trouble with the other and that it would be a good choice to continue working on the part that he understood even if that meant skipping part of some problems. I gave him the choice of coming back into the classroom to continue the test or to remain in the hallway until he was feeling better.

He stayed in the hallway.

I felt really bad that he got so upset, yet I thought that I did a good job handling the situation considering he is not a child that I really know very well. I know of his reactions, but I had never before truly been a part of one.

I returned to the classroom and continued to help the other kids with their questions.

After a few minutes, this kiddo came back into the room, took his seat and continued working on his test. I was really really happy that he was able to calm himself down and make this decision.

Since the kids were still taking the test, I didn't want to make a big fuss, so I wrote him a note on a yellow post it.

"I am really proud of you for making the good choice to come back inside and give the test another try."

I simply stuck the note on his desk next to his test paper and continued to the other side of the room, monitoring the rest of the group.

When I came back around to his table, I noticed that he had crumpled my note and shoved it in his desk. He looked at me with a part confused expression and part glare.

But he continued working on the test.

 I was really happy that his meltdown simmered down and did not end up being a complete disaster. Even though he didn't seem entirely thrilled with my attempt to sweetly compliment his choice, I do think that my tactics were a success!! Maybe it was a small success, but it could have ended worse.

What do you do when there is a meltdown in the classroom?

Reviews, Guest Posts, and Giveaways

Recently I have been contacted several times by people asking if I would be willing to have them write a guest post or if I would be willing to do a product review/giveaway. I find myself not really sure how to respond. I did a giveaway once before, but I after doing one, I was left feeling unsure about that whole aspect of blogging. I suppose it really has to do with the nature of the product I am being asked to review/giveaway, but I can't help but feel like it is just a way for certain companies/individuals to get business rather than a true reflection of their interest in my blog and those of you who read it. Are they really frequent readers or did they find my blog through a random search? Are they just using me? Did they send similar emails to many other bloggers as well? 

I feel like I know many of my readers, like I could sit down at a coffee shop and have a completely normal conversation with them as if we have been friends for years. I would welcome a guest post by someone who shares my interest in teaching and who knows me through my blog, yet these offers from strangers just leave me feeling uneasy.


I do like blogs that have giveaways, but when I see giveaways that ask people to follow the blogger on twitter and facebook in order to 'enter' I just feel like, for me personally, that is not what my blog is about. My blog is my writing and facebook and twitter are for different purposes. I love having followers and readers and hearing the opinions of others, but I do hope that my readers read my blog because they like what I write about and I wouldn't want to gain fans just because I am giving something away.

I review books and sometimes educational materials frequently, but there is something different about reviewing something specifically because I was asked to. I did accept the offer of a guest post because I thought why not try it out. Then I got another offer from someone wanting to do a guest post about any topic I wish for them to write about. I was left asking why? What is their angle? I don't really get it. I am just not sure how I feel about it. I question whether this is a direction I want my blog to go in--after all it is my blog so it should be my writing and my ideas. I know there are some very popular blogging communities that feature guest posts, but I love writing my posts and I want my blog to represent me. I am very interested to see the article that my guest blogger is putting together on the benefits of technology in education and instruction and I am interested to get feedback from you regarding whether it was a good choice to try out a guest post. Hopefully that post will be coming soon.

What are your thoughts on giveaways and guest bloggers? Would you let a 'stranger' post on your blog if they asked and you could review the post prior to putting it out there? Have you been asked to review products? When do you say yes and when do you say no?

If a legit educational supply company like Lakeshore asked me to do a review or course I would, but I am hesitant when I investigate the sites that are linked to these offers and they are less mainstream. Maybe I am too much of a worrier, but I am not looking to gain popularity by giving things away and I don't feel right reviewing something unless I am really using it or really believe in it. I also don't want to say negative things about a product that I have only used for the purpose of a review because I don't feel that is authentic either.

I would love to hear your opinions about this topic!!

Also, if you are a blogger that does giveaways or encourages people to follow you on facebook and twitter as well, please do not view this as an attack on how you choose to do things. I am just trying to figure out I feel about this topic and perhaps with some reader feedback I will get a better sense of things. This post is not meant to insult anyone, I am just really trying to think about this from different angles before I make my decision about the giveaway offers etc. Thanks for your help!

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

You know your husband loves you when....

He returns from a trip to the US, tells you he brought you something, reaches into his bag, and pulls out.....

Post-Its!

At least that is how I know Mr. Sneaker loves me because it takes a sweet husband to care and understand his wife's love of post-its. He told me when he went to CVS he saw them and thought of me and wanted to bring me some. I feel like it's already my birthday!

What does your husband/boyfriend/significant other do to show you he/she really cares?

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A blog post I read this morning written by a teacher who will be changing positions and moving to a new school got me thinking about DonorsChoose. She commented that she is a bit bummed to leave behind the items she received from a fulfilled DC proposal and she hopes the teacher who takes over her classroom appreciates them. I honestly never even thought about the fact that DC items should remain in the classroom when I moved. I started to think about it and even searched on their site because I felt like a teacher who made the effort to obtain extra/supplemental materials should get to take those materials to use with future students. The site actually said that it depends on what the original proposal stated and the intended usage of the items. In certain circumstances items can go with the teacher but in certain circumstances they can't.

I feel bad if I took items with me that "belonged" to my previous classroom, however, given that I obtained math games and lots of books, I should be able to use those materials with future classes since I took the time to write the proposal. Is that wrong? Teaching materials can be very costly and therefore once I obtained them through the grant, I kind of felt like they were mine (to use as I noted in the proposal, but not necessarily with the same kids or in the same room...). I used them according to my proposal for two years and I will continue to use them with my Kindergarten class next year. Did I do the wrong thing? I honestly never considered that those materials could possibly belong to my school considering I applied for them as an individual. 

Teachers, what do you think? If you get materials that are for general classroom usage like books and games, do they stay with the classroom if you change grade levels or schools or do you take them because the idea was that they would benefit kids and they will still do that even if you are in a different place (given that it is still a public school as that is one of the requirements of applying?). 

Monday, June 14, 2010

Prague shopping

Hi bloggy buddies, did you miss me?  I had a great weekend in Prague with two of my friends celebrating Jill's birthday. We did a ton of walking and enjoyed some good shopping! I found the cutest dress and as soon as I saw it I knew it would be the dress I will wear on the first day of school this year. I also bought a cute necklace made of buttons...Is it crazy that I am now shopping to fit the part of a Kindergarten teacher? For some reason I feel like being a Kindergarten teacher goes along with being adorable and having license to wear corny (but cute) accessories! I also got myself a cute red tote bag that will be my new work bag.


My mom and I take pics like this all the time to email each other new purchases since we rarely get the chance to shop together. Just thought I would include it since I don't have much else to share today. The shoes are new too. Different store, but a perfect match to the dress. It's one of those tricky shades that is very dark navy (almost black) so I was really happy to find cute shoes to go perfectly.

Trust me, the first day of school will probably be the only day all year I dress this nice, but I always feel like the first day merits a special outfit! What do you think?


LOVE this bag and it was on sale for 5,999 (in Czech money!). It was only 23 Euros! What a steal. It's really big and will definitely fit binders & teacher manuals that I bring home from time to time. The store had it in a pretty yellow and khaki as well, but I only got the red. I got one for my mom in yellow and that is just about all I could carry!

How cute is this button necklace?? 
Doesn't it scream "Kindergarten teacher"?

I love shopping!

Friday, June 11, 2010

Lies and Chocolate

Remember how I said that I was really okay with  not bringing any of my children's books to OR with me since I can easily use a library....well....I think I lied.

Ok, I didn't exactly lie, but I attempted to convince myself that I could leave them behind and publicly announced it so that I would be firmly invested in the decision.

Well, after receiving the year long plan from my teaching team and seeing some of the topics we will cover, I went down to my storage area and had another look at my books. I have SO many that I just love. Yes, some of them are most certainly at any library, yet others would be more difficult to find. The themed collections of non-fiction books I have on various topics, the chronologically organized holiday books (that every teacher will be trying to borrow from the library at the same time as me), the whole series of Froggy books I got at the end of last year....it's too hard to part!

Since I was down in storage to get a suitcase anyway (Did I mention I am going to Prague this weekend to celebrate my friend's bday!?) I decided to just bring some of the books upstairs into my apartment for further review. I ended up filling the entire suitcase....

they totally want to come to OR with me!
don't judge.


If you are a teacher, you know exactly how I feel about all of the gems I have slowly collected since i began teaching. I decided that maybe it's a good idea to fill my carry on bag entirely with books. If I have to suffer with fewer clothes, I am okay with that because I can always shop once I am there....any excuse to shop is fine by me!

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And because it's Jill's birthday, we made the most amazingly delicious chocolate cupcakes with peanut butter cream frosting last night.

Heaven

in 
every

bite


We used a Barefoot Contessa recipe from one of her cookbooks, but I also found it online, so I will just link to it instead of typing it up because I know you are all going to want to drop everything and bake these right now!


I probably won't post this weekend since I am off to Prague.
Have a great weekend!

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Details

I heard back from my new teaching team yesterday and got some fantastic information about the year to come. From their email I can tell they are SUPER organized and I am really happy to have an idea of how the schedule works now!

This is what the day looks like....

 
     8:10-8:20        Table work as the students come in
     8:25-9:00        FastTrack Phonics
     9:00-9:30        Literacy Activity (Word of the week, Letter of the Week, writing)
     9:30-10:00      ELD students leave for ELD; other students have playtime and a  

                            supplemental activity.
     10:00-10:30    Math
     10:30-10:40    Story, Star of the Week


**Where is the time alotted for packing and cleaning up? That can take a long time with 5 year olds!
**The kiddos will also have specials, but I guess not everyday and they change throughout the year. One of the teachers said they go to library then computer but not PE or Music....

They also sent me a cop of their YEAR LONG plan and said they will create the plan for next year in August (which hopefully I will be present for). They have an Excel document that lists what topics will be covered in every subject/category for every week of the school year including special events, holidays, and field trips. WOW! It is great to know the different topics/themes that will be covered since I feel like Kindergarten does more with holidays than I ever did with my first grade classes. I was really happy to find out that they work very closely as a team because that is important to me. I find it really helpful to work alongside one another when planning to maintain consistency between classrooms. I don't think it's necessary to always do the exact same activities in the exact same way, but it's good to have a master plan that everyone agrees to. 


I will also admit that I am happy the reading program is based mostly on Fast Track Phonics and less on Treasures because I think Kindergartners need a strong phonics program and Treasures does not offer it (at least we found it to be weak at the first grade level). I have tons of games and activities that quickly became too easy for first graders, so it will fun to use them for stations and small group activities. 

I am not too sure I like how ELD (English Language Development) is set up because personally I feel like all children in Kindergarten would benefit from language development, but in our district only students categorized as ELL receive this instruction. At my old school it was taught by some classroom teachers and ELL teachers, but I guess at my new school it is just taught by the ELL teachers. ELL students leave the classroom and the district policy is that ELL students cannot miss content instruction while they are having an ELD lesson. In a day that is already short, I feel like that creates a period of time that cannot be used as effectively. Because ELD is supposed to be specific language instruction taught to students according to their acquisition levels, you can't just have everyone in the class participate in the lessons since they would be different levels of English speakers including both ELL and native English speakers in the mix, which is why ELL students are pulled out and grouped according to level. I just wish that somehow all students could be involved...it's complicated, but the 30 minutes of ELD time was always a source of frustration because the other children could not be working on content areas or receive new instruction during that time. Since we always felt short on time (and I am sure it will be intensified with SUCH a short day) it is frustrating to feel like you have to spin your wheels waiting for 1/3 to 1/2 of the class to return. I guess that is a good time for additional  literacy/math activities, however I want my ELL students to have those opportunities too. Regardless of what we do when they are gone, they are missing something because I am not just going to provide a recess time for other kids during that time (and even if I did...don't they deserve time to play too?). 

I am still trying to brainstorm good ways to stay organized this year. In addition to creating a binder of songs and rhymes, I of course, need to put together an assessment binder and files for each child. File maintenance will be a bit larger of a task with about 50 kiddos...



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It is so hot here today, I can't even believe it. We are having this pattern of extreme heat during the day and then wicked thunder storms at night with heavy rain and lots of lightning. This has happened for the past two or three nights! I was so afraid the power would go out! No hubby and no power would not be a great combo.


In reading news, I have read a few Ramona books this week in addition to The Penderwicks, The Witch of Blackbird Pond, and Love That Dog. I am currently on The Borrowers, which I am hoping to finish today. I am not really sure why three different Ramona books are on the top 100 list. I think she is a great character (the trouble finding silly girl character before Junie B. Jones without the incorrect grammar!), but I honestly don't think the stories are that worthy of having three spots on the list of must reads. Some of the others in my stack are Dear Mr. Henshaw (actually not on the list but when I saw it in the library I wanted to read it), The Island of the Blue Dolphins, Ramona and her Father, and The Hobbit (still avoiding that one...)

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Groove

Today I subbed for a third grade math period and I can't even express how good it felt! I have had a lot of great experiences this year having the opportunity to work with several different teachers in several different classrooms, but there is nothing like being with one group that becomes your little family. I work in this third grade classroom several times a week as a Support Services teacher, but today I got to teach a real lesson and it was fan.tas.tic!

Not having had my own class this year has really given me some perspective and I am so motivated for the start of a new school year (and how lucky, I get TWO of my own classes!). I do think I have gotten a bit spoiled because the kids at my school are SO well behaved. I have kind of gone into a blissful denial of some of the more challenging behaviors that will certainly be part of my Kindergarten classroom, but I am ready for it. I have learned a lot from seeing different teaching styles and the passion and energy is bubbling inside me right now. That may sound corny, but it's exactly how I feel.

I feel like I have so many ideas and so much excitement building up for the year to come and I can't wait to have the relationships that come along with being with the same group of kids everyday. There are some aspects of having two groups that I am bit worried about because that means twice as many parent calls and twice as many report cards, but it also means twice as many fun personalities and twice as many hugs. I am still trying to get some more specific info from my new school about how the 2 hour and 20 minute schedule actually plays out, how the core reading program is implemented, what the science themes are etc. because I want to use my summer productively to get ready. I feel like a P.I.T.A emailing my principal so many times, but if I were a principal I would be happy to know that a teacher was asking questions and trying to get ready. Hopefully she won't be annoyed, but once summer comes I know she won't be sitting at her desk replying to work emails, so I feel like I only have a short window of time left to get the answers I need!

Tomorrow the girls are coming over to watch the Bachelorette and we are baking some amazing looking chocolate cupcakes with peanut butter frosting for my friend Jill's birthday which is on Saturday. We are taking a girls' trip to Prague for the weekend to celebrate because it's a special birthday ( I won't say which one, but it's a milestone!). The next three Saturdays are birthdays...Jill, Mr. Sneaker, then me so I am looking forward to lots of yummy treats in the near future!!

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

I got a feeling...

Check out this awesome video that Sarah@Confessions of an Untenured Teacher posted!



Ah....visions of group dance parties with students excited about reading!!! I usually end the year with my kiddos by having an all out silly dance party on the last day of school with conga lines and funky dance moves. It is great to just enjoy those last moments of the year together by going all out and getting down!

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Tomorrow I am subbing for my friend's third grade math period because she will be out. We took some time to plan a fun lesson together and I am really excited to see how it works out. We have been noticing that some of the kiddos in her group need some reminders about good listening skills. I came across an activity that divides the class into two groups: talkers and listeners. Each student gets a slip of paper with a direction on it. The talkers get instruction to speak about a particular subject for two minutes while the "listeners" get instructions to do something like look at the ceiling or take out a book while their partner is talking. After the kids have about two minutes to follow their directions in their partnerships we are going to come together as a group and discuss what the purpose of the activity was and how to talkers felt when the "listeners" were quite obviously not listening. We will then discuss what the qualities of good listeners are.

After we have chatted about what good listeners do and look like, I am going to read them a short non-fiction story then play another game based on the text. I am going to call on students one at a time to share something they learned from the text, but I will randomly tell them to stop (even in the middle of a thought) and ask someone else to continue the sentence so they can practice really tuning into what other students are saying. The other day in class my friend asked a question and about 6 different kids gave the same wrong answer because they were not listening to what others were sharing. I really think they will enjoy these activities and I hope they refocus some of their energy on really listening to each other and their teachers.

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I have also been trying to get in touch with some people from my new school so I can get some info about Kindergarten. I want to utilize my time off this summer in the best way possible to get prepared for next school year. I emailed both the principal and the two other Kinder teachers I will work with. I am used to working with a fabulous first grade team where team planning was a huge part of how we operated. With Kindergarten it is a bit harder because one teacher teaches a full day session, the other teacher only teaches AM and I will teach both AM and PM with two different classes. So between the three of us, no one has the exact same schedule. It will be hard to plan with the full day teacher because her schedule will be SO different. I am still trying to wrap my brain around how anything can be accomplished in a day that lasts 2 hours and 20 minutes. We certainly won't be getting in 90 minutes of reading and if you subtract the time for a recess break and the time it takes 25 five year olds to clean up and pack up at the end of the day, I think I am left with about an hour and a half of instructional time.

It is going to fly by! I can't even image.

I inquired about what special topics are covered throughout the year so I can begin to accumulate resources and I wanted to know if the core reading program is even used considering the time constraints. I know our full day Kinder last year was using Fast Track Phonics, which I really liked, but I just don't know what there is time for! I will be really happy to get an idea of how much time is allotted for different activities in the half day schedule. Seems hard to get kiddos ready for first grade with that little time.

I just have this huge excitement to go to the teacher supply store and purchase my lesson plan book so that I can start planning for the year! My goal this year is to be all about organization so this summer is truly Operation Organization!!!

Monday, June 7, 2010

Cute Kinder Songs and Management Strategies

I was going through old files that I made after my master's program and I came across a few handouts from my behavior management class and first steps training that are cute and seem like they have useful ideas. I love using music/songs with my students and I have the feeling I will be doing a LOT of that next year with my Kinder buddies.

I used to sing something like this with my first graders, but this one is a little different and has a second verse.

For Lining Up:
I'm giving myself a great big hug (arms folded across chest)
I'm standing straight and tall,
I'm looking right ahead of me,
I"m ready for the hall.

I will not shove, 
I will not push
I will not try to pass.
I will not stay behind the rest,
I'll line up with my class.


For the Classroom:
We raise our hands to speak,
We work quietly in our seats,
We use voices soft and sweet,
We keep our places tidy and neat,
We are helpful, friendly and fair,
We take turns and we share.

I also love to use particular songs for certain transitions like coming to the carpet in the morning and packing up when it's time to go home. I found it very effective because as soon as the song would begin playing, the majority of the class would know exactly what to do. There were always a few stragglers, but for the most part, I didn't need to give any verbal directions at all once the routine was in place. 

I always played Good Morning by the Beatles (mostly for the repetition of the words Good Morning) and that worked really well. The rest of the lyrics have nothing to do with kids, but the animals sounds are kind of fun.

My favorite song to play at the end of the day is Home by Michale Bublé. Again, when you really listen to the lyrics, they are not for kids, but the main refrain is "I want to go home" which seems very appropriate at the end of the school day. Not sure I can use it next year, because in really listening to the lyrics I think it will make me tear up as I will be away from Mr. Sneaker and will be missing him and my home in Germany. We'll see...Maybe the abundance of hugs from my students will make it better.


I am also a fan of using lots of different ways to signal that I want quiet. 

5,4,3,2,1 Now your talking should be done.

I always mix up my quiet commands because I think that keeping it fresh is good for kids. I use the same few signals, but rotate them so it's not exactly the same every time.  Some other good ways to get kids' attention:

  • voice: changing volume and going from normal to very quiet
  • If you can hear me clap once....if you can hear me clap twice
  • clapping patterns and having students repeat
  • 1, 2, 3 eyes on me (teacher). 3, 2,1 our talking is done (students).
  • ladies and gentlemen, can I have your attention please (followed by compliments to those students who gave eye contact right away).
What tips do you have for smooth transitions?
Do you use any fun songs?

One of my summer goals is to type up a bunch of good songs to sing with Kindergartners and common rhymes and put them in plastic page protectors in a binder so I have a book of songs/rhymes. I am kinda bad at remember lyrics sometimes and if I have them typed up I can easily throw the page up on the big screen using the document camera.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

For New Teachers

 I came across this on Mike Rose's blog and thought it was worth sharing. It is entitled:
  To the New Teachers: The Graduation Speech You Won't Hear, But Should
(It was first published in the Los Angeles Times)

Let me begin by celebrating your calling to join one of our society’s grand professions. What is more important than to play a central role in the development of young people’s lives? Cherish this calling, for it will be tested.
You are entering teaching at a troubled time. For all the political talk about the importance of education, a number of cities and states are trying to balance their budgets through cuts to schools. You will also hear conflicting messages in the national conversation about education. Teachers are universally praised as the solution to our educational problems and simultaneously condemned as the root cause of all that’s wrong with our schools.
What underlies this bipolar craziness is an ideological battle to define what teaching is. And while there’s not much you can do to affect the economy, you can be tough-minded and vocal about what it means to teach.
As is the case in so many spheres of modern life, there is a strong push to define teaching in technical and managerial terms. Education policy is increasingly being shaped by economists who have little knowledge of classroom life. Curricula are “scripted,” directing the teacher what to do when. Student learning is reduced to a few scores on a standardized test. The teacher becomes a knowledge-delivery mechanism whose effectiveness will be determined primarily by the scores on those tests.
You hear little from either the federal Department of Education or the local school board about engaging young people’s minds or about teaching as an intellectual journey. You don’t hear about the values that brought you into teaching. So let’s talk about these things now, for they are the mind and heart of the work you will be doing.
Teaching is a profoundly intellectual activity, and this applies to kindergarten as much as to Advanced Placement Physics. Most people will grant the brain work in physics, but what is neglected is the intellectual chops it takes to teach any subject to any age. The good primary school teacher knows about child development and how to engage young people across a range of subjects. She takes in a room full of kids at a glance to see who needs help, thinks on her feet, knows how to respond to a wrong answer and provides the apt example or comparison to guide a child toward clearer thinking.
You might not fancy yourself an intellectual. New teachers sometimes say that they’re going into teaching because they “like kids.” But remember, this is a special kind of caring, a relationship focused on children’s cognitive, emotional, and social development. This is way more than affection; you are using your mind in the service of others.
Teaching, then, is a special kind of relationship. You’ll need to learn about the young people in front of you, where they come from, and what matters to them. This will call for special effort if you – like many teachers – are a foreigner to the communities in which you teach. Listen to your students. Try to understand the world as they see it. You will be both troubled and inspired by what you hear. And you’ll be smarter for it.
Don’t expect things to be reciprocal. Kids will not always respond, will even shun you. But stick with it. Show them that you’re serious and available even when they’re not. This will register. Young people are hyper-alert to betrayal and consistency. A veteran teacher I know tells her beginning teachers, “Don’t think that because a kid can’t read, he can’t read you.”
Get ready to fail. A lesson you slaved over will flop, or your understanding of a kid’s problem will be way off base. This will happen during your first year or two, but, believe me, it happens to all of us through the years. Education, wrote W.E.B. DuBois is “a matter of infinite experiment and frequent mistakes.”
For some of you, this will be the first time you’ve failed in a classroom. It will be painful and disorienting. So it is essential you know how to handle failure, for at those moments you will be vulnerable to your own insecurities and to those who are cynical about young people, some as close as the Teachers’ Lounge.
It is imperative, then, that the minute you walk through the schoolhouse door, you start figuring out who the good teachers are. Buy them coffee. Get to know them, for when you fail you’ll need them to help you make sense of things, to convert those failures into knowledge rather than doubt and bitterness. Learning to teach well is a long journey, full of deliberation and self-assessment. You don’t want to make that journey alone.
You’ve surely noticed by now that I haven’t given you any advice about what to do on Monday morning. This takes us back to the issue of what teaching is. Knowing the nuts and bolts of running a classroom is hugely important, and if your training was any good, you’ll have some plans in place. Furthermore, you soon will be swarmed with advertisements for products that promise to make your classroom hum.
             I’m more interested in the way you think about what to do on Monday morning. Every good teacher I’ve known, regardless of grade level, subject, or style has the equivalent of what musicians call “big ears”; they are curious, open, on the lookout for anything they can use in the service of some larger goal. They possess a mindfulness about materials and techniques and have their fingers on the pulse of their students, figuring out if and how something will work with them. That is what it means to think like a teacher, and that thinking defines the work you are about to begin.

The Reading Teacher and more Books

I just opened my mailbox to find my first edition of The Reading Teacher. Yay! Ever since I joined the IRA and signed up to receive this publication, I have been anxiously awaiting my May edition. I guess it really takes a long time for it to get alllll the way to Germany, but it arrived just in time for my sunny Sunday.

I have been continuing to read up a storm in the attempt to finish all of the books from the top 100 novels list that I took home this weekend, but I did take the day off from reading to join my friend Jill in Heidelberg for a day of shopping!

 view of the Heidelberg Castle which I visited yesterday with my friend Jill

The Neckar River
 
You are supposed to touch the monkey's mirror in order to have wealth in your life.
If you touch its tail you will have many children.

I finished Bridge to Terabithia this morning and I am now reading The Witch of Blackbird Pond. Again, I recall reading this book in 6th or 7th grade, yet my recollection of the story is pretty vague. I love that it takes place in Connecticut (where I grew up) and I am enjoying the writing so far.

As I read through these books, I am really noticing why they have become such favorites. The writing is great and some of them contain wonderful examples of literary elements. I really enjoyed the similes in Bridge to Terabithia like, "Mama would be mad as flies in a fruit jar if they woke her up this time of day." I guess many of the books that I now read as an adult (and of course all those education texts) just don't compare when it comes to fantastic writing. Some of them do, but it's refreshing to go back and read these stories and really appreciate the authors' skills and what students can learn from the texts.

I have also noticed a major theme emerging among these books. It seems that many of the main characters have experienced the death of both of their parents.

Anne of Green Gables
Mary in the Secret Garden
James in James and the Giant Peach
Jeffrey in Maniac Magee
Kit in The Witch of Blackbird Pond
Harry Potter

In the grand effort to practice what I preach, I have been trying to make connections as I read and oddly enough, it seems that each new book I begin has some connection or similarity to the previous one. It's cosmic! I am hoping to finish The Witch of Blackbird Pond today and I also have the Hobit waiting in the wings. I am not super excited about that one though (anyone have some great things to say to pump me up?). Between the two books to finish and my newly obtained copy of The Reading Teacher, I think you can guess how I will be spending my day!

How is your weekend going? 
How is the weather where you are? 
The sun finally decided to make an appearance again in Germany and I have a pretty good sunburn to show for it...

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